Maaf.
January 26, 2012 | 4:05 PM | 0 hearts♥
*Not even related to the story -,-'*
I couldn't trust you. Sorry, aku tak boleh nak percaya kau. Dari dulu lagi, aku tak percayakan kau. Seriously aku cakap, aku rasa kau nak memperbodohkan aku je. I don't know why i felt that way. Hm, am i being too paranoid or memang betul dia nak memperbodohkan aku? We'll see the truth later.
Tapitapitapitapi, aku suka dia gila lah. Haiyo. Susah nya main dengan perasaan ni. I wish i am a robot who doesn't have any feelings. It would be great much, seriously. Hm, semalam i was on the phone with my penguin. I shared all those feelings to her. And, alhamdulillah rasa macam ringan je otak. Thanks cha, me love you so much.
Hm, cha said that i should believe that person. Trust is needed there. But seriously i couldn't. I've tried to, but i can't. It was a failure. Aku tak boleh nak percaya dia, cha :( Ah, nak nangis lah.
Ergh, rasa macam nak telan ubat tidur banyak banyak. Nanti mesti boleh lupakan benda ni. Bestnyaaa! Astagfirullahhalazim, takbaik.
Nak lupakan benda ni. Tolonglah. Lambat lagi eh nak bukak sekolah? Kalau sekolah kan best, i'm not going to think about this person anymore. Terlalu busy dengan homeworks and other activities. Actually, aku nak cakap dengan dia yang aku tak boleh nak percaya dia, tapi tak boleh laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Alahai, kalau aku tak suka dia, mesti aku boleh straight to the point je kan. Alalalalalala, boleh mental aku -,-'
Sujud Syukur Dan Hati.
December 27, 2011 | 2:06 AM | 0 hearts♥
Assalamualaikum :)
It's one o'clock.
Kita kena stay up sampai mama kita bangun lah.
Nak buat sujud syukur ni.
Tapi tak pandai.
Hihi, sabar sabihah sabar.
Kita nak buat tadi, lepas isyak, tapi kita fikir, ' esok pun bole '
But then, bila kita fikir fikir balik, kalau Allah tarik nyawa kita masa kita tidur, then macam mana?
YaAllah, i don't want that to happen.
InsyaAllah tak berlaku. Amin.
Hihi, so, the moral value is jangan lambatkan sesuatu yang molek.
Fikir pasal masa depan kita.
Kalau kita nak mati, kita tak boleh cakap kejap kejap tau?
Kita takde lah baik sangat kan, tapi just nak share nie je.
Terserah lah nak ikut ke tak.
Tapi mintak mintak korang ikut la :)
Haa, kita macam benci gila dengan diri sendiri.
Why it's always ends like this?
Kita suka dia, tapi dia tak.
Kenapaaaaaaa?
Dahla, aku penat minatminat orang.
It's always ends that way.
It hurts enough la.
Erh, and, the most hurting part is when he's in love with someone else.
Ah, that hurts so much people.
For those who knows how it does feel, akan terasa gila.
But kalau yang tak tahu tu, takperlu nak nasihat kita.
All i need is just be alone and alone.
Forever :(
Nie lah padah kalau kita takde rupa kan?
Takpe lah.
Redhaa je lah -__-
Takde rupa takpe, asal perangai tak macam mak setan.
Okay, dah. Byebye :*
Berkecai.
December 24, 2011 | 12:24 AM | 0 hearts♥
Hati kita berkecai bak kaca jatuh menghempas ke lantai.
Walawei, ayat! Haha.
Err, kita baru je lepas stalk twitter H.
Ohmyy. He twitted something that makes my heart shattered.
Fineeeeeee. Who am i kan?
I know i know -_________________-
Dah lah. Why am i so this stupid huh?
Dah orang taknak, give up je lah.
Bodoh gila kot aku.
Berharap pada yang tak sudi.
Dah lah berharap pada budak.
Myyyyyyyyy, hando.
Abaikan abaikannn diaa sabihahh.
Kan you've found your new ones?
Hihi. But yeah, once you've fallen in love with someone, it takes forever to forget them.
Haa, right? I can't even forget H :(
This is so like shit.
Ergh :(
Baidawei, my new ones is I.
Hihi. It's just that i'm crushing on him.
Not that, he's my gewe -___-
He's too perfect for me.
Kita orang tak sesuai.
Stop here. K -_-
There's something on my mind :(
' kemanakah hala tuju aku tahun depan? '
' kemanakah hala tuju aku tahun depan? '
Ya Allah, i don't know where should i go for next year.
And seriously, i don't want to stay at my old school.
I want a boarding schoooooooooooooooooool!
InsyaAllah, SBP for next year.
InsyaAllah, SBP for next year.
Mozac pleaseeee. Hehe.
Amin. Do pray for me pleaseee :)
Desperately Want You.
December 22, 2011 | 10:33 PM | 0 hearts♥
Abaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!
Kita nak benda ni.
Nak sangat sangat abah.
Kita nak benda ni.
Nak sangat sangat abah.
Please abah please?
Alalalalalala. Tolong laaa.
I want this so badly abah.
Terima Kasih Allah.
| 7:04 PM | 0 hearts♥
Alhamdulillah yaAllah.
Aku bersyukur kepada Mu :)
I just can't stop saying 'Alhamdulillahhhhhh'.
He gives me a good result and chance to speak with my Love ones.
Alhamdulillah again.
Hari ni all the 96's got their results.
Congratulations for those who got straight a's.
Hihi, kita pun alhamdulillah dapat straight a's jugak.
Nanti mintak mintak kita dapat masuk SBP.
Puh-puh, amin :)
Dan disebabkan result saya itulah saya dapat bercakap dengan sayang saya.
Who else would it be kan, it's H.
Wowowowowowowowowowowww, and i'm soooo damn excited!
Kita bersyukur sangat sangat sebab ni kali pertama kita cakap dengan dia.
Hati kita dupdapdupdapp tauu.
Terubat jugak rindu kita dekat dia.
Hihi, berapa hari tau kita tak tengok muka dia.
Auwm, alhamdulillah dia care about me.
Even dia tahu result kita je.
But, it's already enough :)
Bersyukur sangat sangat dah nie.
Hihi. Tadi kita tanya dia, hadiah takde ke?
Then dia kata kiss nak?
Hihi, dia nak kiss kita lah.
Alalalalalalala, malu nyaaa *Blushing.
Sumpah kita nak pengsan.
Kita sayang dia sangat lah.
Kenapa lahh dia tak tahu eh?
Adoii.
Okay, dah. Bye bye.
#H forever * toink toink*